over the casket.

whats it going to take.
to know that you're mine when i fall asleep tonight.

i'd say.
that the these few days has its ups and down.
almost cried for no reason at all.
but i have my faith to keep me up.
my emotions are unpredictible.
its like.
sometimes i'm so damn happy for no reason.
and suddenly i feel so down and alone.

and i ask myself whats keeping me.
maybe cause i'm still waiting for something to come along.
waiting for it to pass me by.
i don't know really.

i know what i'm waiting for.
i do.
and when the time comes.
i know that everything will be perfect.
just like it should be.

its was the first time you made me cry.
wasn't cause i was sad.
cause i was happy.

i rememebred.
how unhappy you were.
cause of him.
who walked with me.
even though you came all the way to give me my little gift.
which i still keep until now mind you.
maybe i should sing it a happy birthday song.
since its a year old now.
well.
that little incident got you upset.
and that message you sen me brought tears to my eyes.
maybe its was then i realised how much you loved me.
well.
i loved you too.

i should stop here.
before i cry myself to sleep.
wahahah.